These kinds of things I read once in a while never fail to capture my attention. I guess that’s normal; something catches your eye and before you know it you’re already hooked, especially if you can relate to it.
“…some people let it happen because that person fills a need in them.”
“I realized a lot of things about myself, about other people because of the relationship. I became empowered, non-judgmental, and more loving. I grew so much, learned so much, and I became mature in my way of thinking.“
“For me, he’s my soulmate and I felt very lucky to have him, to have that communication and connection with him.”
I really HATE but can’t help myself think about it and find myself awash in the past again.
I don’t care if she (still) hasn’t used your surname. I’m tired of overanalyzing things and beating myself up with negative thoughts.
EVERYTHING WAS A LIE FROM THE BEGINNING. THERE WAS NEVER THE INTENTION TO LOVE AND STAY WITH ME AT ALL. EVER.
If it’s any consolation, maybe I’m a bit luckier to other people – just like the letter sender – who’ve been in a similar situation.
I have run away. But sometimes, I also wished I did that a long time ago.
Which leads me to think that, maybe, I’m really too smart or too kind or just naive for my own good.
Why do I really let my guard down to those who don’t deserve it?
I’m not a disposable commodity that you can just get rid of whenever and forget whenever you want to.